I'm updating this after....like forever.

All the electronics when I'm in the room seem to be fluxuating lately. Maybe its the static electricty my puppy keeps passing along to me.

In any case, I'm feeling like....rawwwr and blah lately. Except for that one moment, when my best friend and his girlfriend started making out in MY ROOM right in front of ME. Not like I haven't seen it before...or joined in before -coughcough-

My week hasn't been the greatest. And I don't need any fucking shit from someone who thinks they know what I'm about. I don't need to be judge for someone I WAS and not who I am. I'm not that kid who in 5th grade only said 'yes' once every period and never talked again. I've changed a lot. A LOT! I'm not shy. I've never been shy. I'm just easily embarassed and I don't think forward in the future. I live in the moment. That's my policy. I didn't ever think I'd be here like this, that this would be my life...I never thought.

I don't want to be criticized for something I can't change. So don't bring this shit to me and expect me to actually answer you because...I'm going to tell you to fuck off.

.........I miss my good friends T.T